second innings

see the climate has already changed...or is it not..no it has not changed. I Started writing and then .."close" , clicked. Oh i am not sticking to my senses. my brain does not work in tandem with my hand...is it a strange thing that happens only to me. No i guess. it is only human, i found.shut shut shut....cut all this crap..so what do i write....hmmm..nothing is coming to mind...see i am a standing example how a man and his mind can become rusty, if not put into proper use on a veritable basis. This world is such a big place and so much always happens around us, still i could not find anything to write.disgrace..disgrace..i am not eligible to do blogging....haah!! no no..that is not correct....having said all this, i am not such a bad blogger. I got some good feedback for my first few blogs. As i said earlier, when many people started reading my blog,which i thought is purely personal( you are write, i should not have told anybody!!), i stopped writing. But i was not correct to some extent...what am i writing ...it's all crap..it that the thing that is gushing into your mind right now....but i thought if i start with something, i will atleast get into the groove. i think this no nonsense helped(me) a bit to get into mood of blogging again. when i started my second innings, i desired to blog something, atleast once in 2days..aha..did not happen..i have to blame myself for that...did less important things than this...vidya always used to tell me..prioritize your stuff..which i never did...oh oh....aaj kuch zyada hi bol diya he maine...bad hindi right!! no points for noticing..tata