the one

For me,blog is a place where I can spend quality time to know more about myself.How?simple.Only while writing I can understand what i am, as this makes me think in different,incoherent,lateral,inconcurrent as many ways as I can,which I seldom do.This space is more about expressing myself.

December 04, 2007

the ether

. .... na...what is this lacuna that my mind has been engulfed with. i ask this question repeatedly to myself, despite after facing myraid responses , which epitomizes the emptiness that i am into, right now. well, i do not think i made much sense in the few lines. i am still perpetuating the same insolent nature of myself. oh oh....what on earth am i writing...what's going on can somebody tell me. No i do not think any help is at the near sight...am i all alone in this lonely world. why is the world lonely. so it is not...then why do i feel so...then why am i relaxing in this ether ...where none belong to me and i belong to none...how did i come here...somebody pull me out..aaaa...aaaaaaa.

hellov....hellooooo. can somebody help me. where am i...hey! i know this place, looks familiar. did i visit this before. then where did i come from, why i am here. what is this place. No, this is not my world. what is this? strange world....i am not sure if anybody can ever imagine something like this in there dream...what did i say...i donoo..how can something be made like this, how powerful may the forces be. i have not seen any wight walking like this before. oh my god....help...run....run...oh finally reached a safe destination. funny, ha ha ha quite funny..what are they talking about. what language on earth is that they are discoursing. no this is not possible. this can not be something that is spoken on earth. so then where am i?@!!# ? aaah...I cannot fathom this world that i embarked into. oh....when did i eat something....why am i not hungry....i traveled so long to this place...still not thirsty either. how do i go back now....what happened to other colors of this world. what is this color called...what's wrong with me.....

is this what i called blankness....hey how's this possible?whatever this place is ...i think this place can give me some answers. can i stay here ...for long...can this lead to my dreams...my aspirations...oh what is this...my cells still have enough energy to think....so i am not done with it all....now i can go back to my world..but so little time i spent here...still so affectionate i became how can i leave this place...no i cannot.....ahaa ..ok alright...i can come back...i know ..it is just a matter of 15 hrs...what has this go to do with time my dear. hippy!! i can come back to this place 2morrow again.....tring........tring.........tring....holy **** it is 7 : 45 already.....atleast today i have to reach on time......tata